Want to know a good way to feel more fucked up than you probably are in reality?
Meds. With every new prescription, I feel a little more like a failure inside. I used to be wary about the idea of taking medication. Would I still be myself if I took away all the quirks and the crazy by taking pills? Well, four prescriptions later and I have the answer to that question: I am just as boring and fucked in the head as ever I was.